So recently i haven't been really happy with myself,
maybe because i dont feel very effective in making my girl believe that she is important to me,
i know i must suck to do that,
She has been understanding, and always making me feel better about everything.
Yesterday probably i said too much, in a way i was totally misunderstood,
Ane doesn't know that, its not her that i blame for my failures,
she blames herself, she kinda left to correct herself,
yeah im a douche, maybe because i didn't realize it would make her do that,
i dont want her to go away from my life,
i love her too much,
maybe im selfish, but ... imperfections, or i say perfect for me she is.. i couldnt let her go,
so i do need help, kinda making her believe its not her,
I know she wouldn't listen to me, so probably someone she would,
Ane... i dont want you to think you are wrong at every step,
at the end im human, i guess, not the godess and the perfectionist you treat me like,
I hope you get me ... im missing you so bad now!
i love you!
ill be waiting... as i said i will... always!
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