1 down, infinity to go.

I felt so rejected, alone and sad like an abandoned puppy left to wander a street it was then that I realized, that my life was real bad so I disowned every challenge I happened to meet

I just gave up on trying to make others happy, so I fell in a hole that was too deep to climb. I sure didn't care if others felt crappy, people got on my nerves for such a long time
til that day I saw someone who changed my ways it was someone who I knew and liked so much but the way that I felt when my eyes saw hers I forgot all my troubles, my sorrows and such.
she helped pull me out of that hellish, dark hole I got all my thoughts back on track and my heart set in place she filled up this feeling, one that never felt full- she got rid of my hatred, which I’ll never re-trace
it was then that I noticed, how my life would get better,  she became my sweet savior, a gift from above
my life would be nothing, had I never met her I’m glad that I have someone now that I love.




I have a headache
its been a long day
i never forgot
it was our anniversary


we are a weird couple
not even a couple at that
but this whole love thing
we got it down pat


we still celebrate
the day it all started
and act different
on the day we carted


we might differe in thoughts
we get that a lot
we still have memories
i screamed, and we fought


but there something there
something that leaves us unguarded
and our best guess
is that a true love has started


happy anniversary
to us the happy pair
its obvious no matter what
us two will always care.

Loves you Naina. Happy Anniversary.

Things that happen

So recently i haven't been really happy with myself,
maybe because i dont feel very effective in making my girl believe that she is important to me,
i know i must suck to do that,

She has been understanding, and always making me feel better about everything.

Yesterday probably i said too much, in a way i was totally misunderstood,
Ane doesn't know that, its not her that i blame for my failures,
she blames herself, she kinda left to correct herself,

yeah im a douche, maybe because i didn't realize it would make her do that,
i dont want her to go away from my life,
i love her too much,
maybe im selfish, but ... imperfections, or i say perfect for me she is.. i couldnt let her go,

so i do need help, kinda making her believe its not her,
I know she wouldn't listen to me, so probably someone she would,

Ane... i dont want you to think you are wrong at every step,
at the end im human, i guess, not the godess and the perfectionist you treat me like,

I hope you get me ... im missing you so bad now!
i love you!
ill be waiting... as i said i will... always!

11 months,

So on this day, 8th of march 2011, last year,
i was giving my board examinations,

Kinda tensed i was, with it being one of my most important examinations in my life,

soz...
I didn't really know a wonderful girl named aneliya existed, i was too busy mourning over the sad aweful things that happen in my life, (emo i was -.-)

so tomorrow i complete 11 months with her,
the best part is, if someone asked me, did you anticipate such an amazing relationship,
id say no,

i truly feel lucky to be with her,
its like she being there in my life, has stabilized me,
and she brings out the best in me,

And with her, i realize why my previous relationships didnt work,
it was because i was destined to be with the best!

I love you ane!
and i hope when im 30, you kill that person (you know what i mean)

Happy 11 months my love!
soon it would feel like a dot into our relationship! ^.^

MuSiC

Okay so first thing,

my girl would be recording with florence and the machine,
i mean even they see how awesome she is <3

ane im soo proud of you, so i thought id do a bit more to support you through this!


Ane has always been into music,
it all started when she met a famous musician, and got his tape,
it had acoustic recordings in it,
soon she started playing it herself and got hooked,
(she kinda ran it too many times and ruined the tape :P)
but by then she started experimenting with different styles, and now she is awesome!

It's one of the many talents she has!! <3


I love you ane!!
and im so very proud of you!

1:30 AM

That moment when you wake up in the middle of the night and go online and stare with woozy eyes at the screen looking for your love... and then figuring out shes probebly sleeping and you rush back to bed pretending you weren't online looking cause you just missed her like crazy.

So I was a lil in thought regarding my girl,
more like want her to be okay, and her happiness matters the most to me,

I dont mind getting hurt in the process, as she says, that just makes it more real,

Though something about my girl, she is toooooooo stubborn,
i mean it, o.O
i feel like nothing compared to her stubborness :P

Now she might murder me for posting this,

So i wanted to share my favorite picture of her, its coz, well you guys shud figure out by the second line of my post :P

here you go :D


she just woke up from her sleep, kinda cute the way she is smiling <3
hehe hope to wake up to that everyday in the future!

i love you ane! <3

When times are rough and tears start to fall 
when we're scared and feeling blue 
remember the warmth you used to feel 
with my arms wrapped around you 
When things are said that shouldn't be 
harsh words that just aren't true 
remember the magic within the kiss 
when I press my lips to you 

When we argue, fuss and fight 
and the blame is on us two 
remember that love conquers all 
the love between me and you.

It's simple.

Day's like these

Yesterday. As the grey weather outside the window made it's way into my already wacky mood, being that I had a long day and not slept in ages. Waking up in the middle of the night 5 times in a row doesn't do much good either. Add the constant headaches and some sexual frustrations and you got a recipe for disaster.

And that's what I got.

We all got bad day's, I know I took a lot of bad things when she had one last time. But, as it goes it was my turn. And as bad as I feel about acting like a douche and a total bitch, in some way if felt good. Sure I got some making up to do, and I will. But knowing she was there did help, maybe I didn't act like it but it did.

Everything has it's ups and downs. I guess excepting the fact we do have bad day's, and we do say things we don't mean. And yes there be anger and trowing pillows and dodging flying spoons. But it's about what happens afterwords.

People give up to easy, as I once did. And I still have a lot of isseus, but I did learn I'd rather be bitched at for a while for being an idiot as normal, then just to walk away agian. Maybe not as easy but more then worth it.

Made me a better person just know her, I hope everyone out there finds something like that. And not let it go no matter how much one F'd up.

How it feels like to be with Aneliya!

So Ane and I have been together for 10 months and 15 days.

I remember being like a lost soul, roaming around here and there, in search of a reason to live,
Ane made me love my life, because now i want it perfect, just because it makes her happy,
and her smile makes me goo all wooozy and fuzzy,

i love her soooo much! <3


I remember us completing her first month and saying "yaay, this is like my longest relationship ever"
felt really good coz i know i have a meaning to her life,
i felt very special, (like i always wanted to feel)
and she still makes me feel special, everyday, every hour and every second,

So this is for my bunny! <3
thanks for giving my life a meaning and purpose!

I love you more than i could ever say ane! :)

*xoxo*

So, is it just me?

Okay, I call my girl a pedo, coz she and i got together when i was 17,

then she shows me this picture of her, when she was 14, and i think she looks hot in it! well sexy more like,
but the moment i say it, she calls me pedo,

so i wonder if its just me who finds it amazingly sexy, or does anyone else too?



well even so, i dont mind being a pedophile for her XD

i love you ane!! <3

What scared me the most is that if I ever happen to fall  of a window and don't survive, people most probebly think I did it intentionally

But now... that fear is gone, and replaced by a comfort of knowing someone will catch me if I fall.

Thinking it out

So the first idea, when asked about was
Na & aN, it was rejected as a name because, my name came first, i mean come on! her name should be first!

Glimps of the unthinkable!! - i really dont know why we ignored that!

Then there was star crossed angels, you see ane came up with this, and i really liked it, hence its the domain name!

thinking in motion, reminded me of a song, poetry in motion! have any of you heard it?

There were some censored names too, which to preserve my life, id rather not mention, (yeah, she can kill me XD)

FORBIDDEN THOUGHTS!! Pain in motion! <<< ane the emo person ! (haha)

Undying bond << emo again!!
her looks can kill << kinda my spontaneous response to that
to which my amazing girl replys "DEATH BY NEEDLES" i mean come on!! im phobic so what!

I reply women in black! (my girl hates being called a woman, muhahaha)

then we discussed if we shud post wht we discussed, which is quite lame to mention on the post!

Then she randomly says, stranger than paradise!
i go like shangri la!!!

(she didnt think it was lame, hehe)

then she says the longest journal, and i say never ending journal,
well it wont <3


now with the bunnys,
I was plannin to name it two bunnies
then she came up with confessions of the dangerous bunnies << i loved this one! idk why we didnt put it up


and then i randomly say it ain't that complicated,
and she says she likes it

so here we are, in our blog!

so people, be ready to get on the roller coaster ride <3

regards
Ane and Naina